How do we perceive ourselves? It is through "Loathing" that I take this common issue and illustrate it in a new and unique way. I have created a method to open up feelings rather than merely portray an object. Loathing is about the shadow, ones unacceptable attributes that are labeled by societies expectations. Through the struggle with finding societal acceptance, one becomes deranged in her insecure world. It exploits the artists struggle with self in society. And it is through art that one can come to terms with their shadow, which is often locked away behind subconscious doors.